Life Before Birth (The Veil of Forgetting)
According to theosophist, the mystery of the events about foetal life has transcended the parameters of our history, placing it in ostracism, condemning it, yes, in that place where they are exiled to real events that do not interest a public recognition has social impact. Accepting consciousness in foetal life and understanding the preparations of the being to incarnate, turns out to be the most amazing answer ever expected. This being -like all incarnated ones- participates in a process called the karmic wheel in which the soul incarnates in a new physical container after another, until reaching the integration of the polarities or divine unification. Each new being to incarnate self-assigns a series of games to complete, with different tasks, this can take lives, many lives. All of this takes place with different co-creations between different souls who in turn are playing their own game. When the new being reaches the outside world, it brings a story with it. A story that includes different past memories, the whole experience in the mother’s womb and the trauma of birth. These experiences have made the being acquire a defined personality. With your first thoughts, feelings, fears and desires you create a self-aware personality of yourself. It is necessary to remember this passage in our history, since we have basically forgotten it.
We cannot remember anything about our fetal life or birth, and this is no accident. Scientifically there is a liquid called “amniotic fluid” that the mother gives off at the time of birth and causes the loss of memory in the new-born. The loss of memory is part of one of the tests of consciousness that the third-dimensional being must remember in order to advance to a life in the fourth dimension. This story is not integrated into our conscious memory. It’s like it’s a chapter in a story that doesn’t really suit us. We have heard close relatives talk about it, and from there we have built our version. What is the real version? According to theosophist, before the being incarnates in the new physical container, it remains in the so-called space between lives making preparations for the bridge of the next life in which it will incarnate. When it has been incarnated in the physical body, it brings with it emotional wounds from previous existences that will allow it to be healed on this new journey. The existence prior to this usually directly influences the purpose or mission of the incarnate being. During pregnancy, other experiences will be reactivated -according to those agreed in the preparations-. This first contact reveals that the being in its original essence does not have sex, since it is not part of a physical existence, and that it is throughout different existences, for different purposes, that the soul experiences in feminine containers and in masculine containers. In the end it doesn’t matter from what perspective you look at the game. The integrity of polarities is the primary objective in all vibrations. The foetus can perceive and feel all the most subtle and complex affective states of the mother, and react to them in many different ways. The foetus remains inside a bag that in turn is inside another bag that is the mother’s container. The mother is the main and almost the only source of food for the foetus in all fields, psycho, emotional and mental. The cord attached to the mother acts as a link between two beings that for a time will remain as one. The emotions or thoughts that the foetus absorbs from the mother will become manifest once the foetus is already living its childhood period and later in adulthood it will end up exploding and becoming emotions and thoughts of that new adult. Foetal life is influenced by the environment of the being. And the environment of this being is the mother with her emotions and thoughts and all the people who are around her: father, family, friends, work, etc. So, in some way the mother is the one who must be aware that these events are really happening, so that in this way she could somehow minimise the effects of her own emotions and thoughts on the life she is developing. A conscious mother guides the foetus that is in her womb, she is aware of the journey through which the new being is going to pass, so she is prepared to face it. Knowing that its thoughts, feelings and fears, the foetus will constantly project them onto itself. The conscious secrets and even the unconscious secrets of the mother cannot be hidden from the being that is gestating, he will know everything and will also act accordingly
It is important to awaken awareness about fetal life, that will allow humanity to understand that they will never be the perfect parents, it is impossible so they cannot even come close to achieving it, but without a doubt it will be understood that each of them is the father or mother necessary for that being. Since together they shaped it. As the experience of being in the womb progresses, the process known as densification of being takes place. In which the reality of the new Ego is imposed on the lives of the other egos generating the conflict of confusion. A fetus could feel perfectly if the fruit of its existence had been out of love, desire or the result of manipulation. The relationship between his two parents will be something that will mark him for life, because in some way the being will adopt one of the two roles that his parents exercise in the next relationships that the boy or girl may experience. Responsibility does not arise from the imperative need to avoid some catastrophe to the fetus, but for each of the parents to be themselves, to study their behavior's and attitudes, to observe their thoughts and emotions, to review their family and romantic relationships and friendships. Because the being that the mother is going to bring into the world will be a mirror of all that. The use of general anesthesia during childbirth produces a disconnection with the fetus and it must be taken into account that since the being has consciousness, it has remained mentally, physically and emotionally united to the mother, and this disconnection causes a feeling of rejection and abandonment in the one that forces the being to bear all that burden at the mercy of some strangers who are waiting outside. The birth supposes the abandonment of the home of the foetus, where it had remained all its life. What comes now is unknown to him: temperatures, sounds, light, his first breath, etc. everything will be new for him at a single stroke. The pain that mother and child experience together will be the bond that will unite them forever. The physical cut of the umbilical cord only refers to the physical situation that the moment requires, since the baby cannot afford to be inside any longer, it could end the lives of both. The other mental and emotional cords will be the tools that the ego will need for the next stages of its life in which it will be its will to let go of them or not, or the mother herself who finally chooses to do so. Everything according to experience. The connection with the father is in a different way, there is no connection by physical umbilical cord. The physical seed that he planted on the mother’s uterus will be based on the genetic imprints of the paternal DNA who will define the sex of the child - Chromosome 23-. The being will be mentally and emotionally connected to the father, from whom will perceive all his desires, fears and secrets. It will be your main external reference if it is a boy, it will be your first love if it is a girl. In the absence of that physical connection, children will rarely seek home in it, but it will be the one who will define their missions.
It is well known that birth often results from the most stressful and traumatic experience in our personal history. The reality is that we do not have a clear memory of that moment. So that’s why we don’t count it as experience, because there’s no conscious record of it. We do not feel it as something really lived. It is clear that this experience happened for each of us. What happened was that at the moment of birth the door of the past was closed. That is to say the past lives, the uterine life and the birth itself. This law is known as the law of oblivion. In which the being has the opportunity to start from scratch, focused on the purpose of its new mission, without old complaints or frustrations that can hinder the development in the container of a new ego. However, as it is fixed, the passage through the matrix awakens the physical, emotional and mental imprints that it needs for its new mission. These will remain hidden in what will be called the subconscious. This does not mean that memories are hidden in a Pandora’s box. Not at all. Every emotion and thought remains active reacting strongly to any situation that evokes some of those subconscious memories. Ignorance of it makes you, its slave. Reacting to situations in life that you are not able to understand. Uncovering the veil of oblivion is brave and crazy, because once you remember ... you will never forget again. Close your eyes and imagine for a moment that you are inside the womb of another person, who is your mother. Remember that you already carry a backpack of previous stock where everything could happen to you, in addition to your own mission that you have programmed. A new experience is taking place and with it a new environment appears for the being. The first person you meet with this new Ego is mom -well, it will actually be the doctors and midwives- later you will meet dad, siblings, family, friends, etc. The information you bring begins to mix with what you are experiencing in this new life. Memories process what happens during fetal life extrapolating events creating criteria. “I have to live with armour to survive there” “I have to be strong” “I will rebel against all of them” “I will be colder than her, so no one can hurt me”, etc. Later, an unknown force pushes you to slide down a narrow tube, they even use violent means to get you out of there. And over there, there is LIGHT! Diverse noises and unknown people screaming... without a doubt that the act of being born can become the most terrible moment in anyone’s life. From there the pattern of survival is created, the struggle to continue living. The pattern that will be repeated throughout your life. Not only in the face of every limiting situation that one has to face, but this will also be expressed on a daily basis.
